No matter how much you think you are ready and your body prepared, you are about to jump into BIG unknown...
If you know me you know I am a fighter. Since the age of 12, when my mum was diagnosed with cancer, the whole world has changed for me. I needed to become a survivor, a fighter and I needed to prove myself. There was no one to go back to cry or complain. I needed to be a shining example and a leader for my sister. I lived in masculine energy for decades. But this is for a different story, which I will write about when I feel ready... Take this into the equation. Living in a foreign country with a totally different health care system. No female family members to ask questions. Lot's of doubt but also lot's of expectations from my body.
How could this go wrong?
We didn't try for a baby for a long time, but I have prepared my body and mind for conception for a couple of years (you will be able to read about this in my story of conceiving). So I didn't even think that I will have problems to have a baby, but still, it surprised me.